Wednesday, January 23, 2008

leaving L.A. trip for Grandma Josie's funeral: found file

And here's what was apparently going through my mind as I sat dumbstruck at the first grandmother death:

The strangest thing about looking in the mirror isn’t frequently being disgruntled by our appearance, or that we may on occasion even find ourselves quite – almost unbelievably – beautiful.

Instead, the strange thing is looking at the face, the head with its bigness, seeing we are not children or featureless expressions of our true inner-selves, but contained. And, in fact, these containers can seem to bare no earthly semblance whatsoever to the _____ we carry. Not a one of them. Even looking down at my own body, it is not uncommon for me to be still amazed I have breasts, muscles, and this adult body – completely simply by way of having been born, and continuing.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Here's hoping you've become more comfortable being your bod.